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[ Thursday December 3rd] |
Your eyes are the sweetest stars I've ever seen.
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[ Tuesday December 1st] |
Last night on my way home, that song came on, and I started to think. I thought about how it was the only song that could make Alex Beattie cry. I thought about the Grange, and how much I miss the shows and the bands. I thought about Matty Bags, before the leukemia. I thought about that song he wrote about me, and how he's impacted my life. I thought about how Amanda Quinn and how we hated each other, but now we've grown to love each other, although we don't talk much anymore. I thought about how everyone there felt like home.
No matter how much I miss them, those days will never come back. Those days are so far gone. I need to make the best of it and appreciate memories while they come and after they go.
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[ Tuesday November 24th] |
Comfortable: being in a state of physical or mental comfort, contented and undisturbed. (Of a person or situation) producing mental ease and security, easy to accommodate oneself to or associate with.
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[ Monday November 23rd] |
I really wish people would either admit they're wrong, or just grow up. It's sad that that's too much to ask for.
On another note, 311 was incredible, Ken and I are great, my grades aren't as bad as I thought, and I'm about to go make some chicken. I need to start updating. (Some of these entries are going to be friends only from now on.)
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[ Friday October 30th] |
Maybe the one year mark had to pass for this to happen. For whatever it was that led me, I'm grateful. And for the first time in a long time,
I'm happy for myself.
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[ Sunday October 25th] |
For ways to remove all the bad that we do
From the heart and the soul of the city side and cold
For ways to collect what we say and what we save
To discard and discover a brand new way
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[ Tuesday October 13th] |
I usually have more motivation than this.
This five page (first draft) paper is not my forte.
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[ Wednesday September 23rd] |
Why is it that some people are nicer to strangers than they are to their own friends?
Grow the Hell up.
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[ Monday September 21st] |
Thank you for validating why I stopped seeing you in the first place. I needed a reminder.
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[ Wednesday September 16th] |
There's a handful of people I am continually thanking, and a certain few who I am constantly resenting. I am letting go of them. This is a new school year, and I'm going to enjoy it to the best of my ability.
I'm going to start updating this often again.
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[ Monday August 3rd] |
You deserve so much better than me. I'm really glad you think otherwise, though :)
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[ Thursday July 23rd] |
...Then again, you're my best friend, and regardless of all the shit we've been through in the past four years, we always manage to fix things. You put yourself in my shoes, and I get inside your head and understand your position. I love you for always compromising with me, you've always been my other half. <3
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[ Monday July 13th] |
I'm so very tired of holding things in and keeping to myself. Putting every other person's feelings before mine is becoming exhausting.
When I told you it was okay,
I didn't mean it as much as you thought I did.
I thought you knew me better than this.
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[ Saturday July 11th] |
I should always feel the same way I felt last night. I should always feel how I felt that night I can't even remember the date of. I should always feel the way I do when I'm alone with Beth and Allison laying in the grass at the park. I should always feel exactly how Ken makes me feel when I'm in his arms and he's running his fingers through my hair. I'm living to feel alive.
I pity anyone who gets in my way.
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[ Wednesday July 1st] |
Ken and I are closer, better, and more in love than ever. Until him, I was beating myself up over the past and mistakes I made. I was dwelling, thinking about things that were too broken to fix, just putting myself in a downward spiral of nostalgia. I've learned that the past really does shape who we are now. Every little hardship we've encountered has been a product of the result that is our present. If I hadn't experienced what I did, things simply wouldn't be the same,
and the same goes for Ken.
I love my boyfriend, I love my friends, I love my job (for the most part), and I love who & where I am today. Honestly, I don't care about how rainy it's been so far this summer, I'm just so thankful of my surroundings. I feel like I don't bother wasting my time with/on unnecessary people anymore, I've grown up and over things, I am so much more of a better person than I used to be. And if you don't agree with it, I actually DON'T care :)
I love my life.
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[ Friday June 26th] |
I got my report card this morning, passed everything but math... shocker. And I start my new job on Monday!
Things are going right for me.
I'm happy.
:)
English - D
Health - C+
Math - E
PE - C
Chem - A
Forensics - C+
Astronomy - C+
Contemporary Issues - B+
Modern World - B-
American Legal - C-
Days Absent - 29
Times Tardy - 21
LOL.
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[ Monday June 22nd] |
I turned 18 on Saturday, spent the day with my boyfriend and my two best friends. Ken and I both got tattoos (my ninth, his first). I took my last exam this morning, finally out of school for summer! Also got a new job today, I go in on Friday to fill out paperwork & such. All in all, I’m content; Things are going well! Going to a late movie in Providence tonight with Alibeans :)
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[ Sunday June 14th] |
Words really can’t describe what I feel for you. I love falling asleep in your arms, I love being with you every day, I love how I’m your number one. I love how you’re considered a part of my family now and I’m a part of yours. I love going to the beach with you and I love our late night talks. I miss you every minute I’m not with you… Thankfully we’re almost always together. We’re attached at the hip and no one could take me away from you.
You mean so much to me.
I don’t know what I’d do without you.
I’m keeping you forever.
<3
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[ Saturday May 30th] |
"It's you and me, and all of the people
And I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say
Just aren’t coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You’ve got my head spinning"
— Lifehouse
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[ Tuesday November 4th] |
Tomorrow, Today, Yesteryear & before:
just reoccurring patterns of pestilence. Recycling what’s come and conceded--a whirlwind-return of gale force--it’s becoming impossible for me to avoid past blunders.
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